Dismal Evening Weather

It is such a sad night, this evening's weather is bringing me down. Dreary clouds overhead bring to this cool June night the appearance and feel of a murky October sky. My feelings are dimmed with grim realizations and harsh realities on nights like these when the sky turns such a dingy color of darkening gray. They are not easy feelings in any sense; clouded expectations and tens notions threaten to derail my train of thought with the very foreboding blackness that now drapes the skies above. It is as if I was transported back through the passage of time to a similarly dark and bleak mid autumn twilight and I know by the sinking feeling in the pit of my chest as to why. My heart yearns for The End, but my mind is swiftly racing back to the beginning.